Addiction and Leadership: How it Affects Me and my Swadharma
Dispatches from a Leader tired of acting like a Pashu
What is the point of a running a leadership blog if you can’t lead yourself?
Addiction has dogged my steps for years now.
For some it isn’t as serious. A little green didn’t hurt anyone right?
Well. It hurts me.
Procrastination.
Lost time.
Laziness.
Lack of motivation.
It bellies and actively undermines my purpose.
I am meant to be a Dharmic light to the world.
I’m not normal and who wants to be anyway?
In order for me to continue writing here, I need to walk my talk and move in integrity. I need to be my best self.
I need to breathe, eat, and dream the dharma.
But can I really do that smoking weed?
I would argue it’s impossible. I might as well be an atheist.
Dharma breeds warriors, make no mistake about it.
So I will live and breathe this path I’ve chosen. Finally. Fully.
Maybe I’ll document this shit.
Maybe I won’t.
I have many adharmic monsters to slay.
Starting with the ones in myself.
For the Victors.
Onward to Victory.
I owe you honesty, and you’ll have it from me.